Who shot that arrow in your throat - who miss the.. oh, that was me, SORRY.

So I have a few things to say, and I've updated LJL twice in the past hour or so, so Blogger gets the third.

It's be said that a certain friend of mine controls my life. Neither myself nor that person see how that statement is true, because I'm one of the most independent people I know. I hate people telling me what to do, and I refuse to let someone within the same age tell me what to do. If it's an adult, I'll listen to what they have to say, and if it makes sense, sure, I'll do it. But if someone around my age trys to tell me what to do? "fuck you" is generally my response. I'm not going to sit around like some ragdoll and let them dictate how I should live my life. If I didn't want to control my life, I'd off myself, thank you.

Furthermore, I don't think someone that has known me for less than a year has the right to determine anything about me. That's just ridiculous and stupid. Especially when you're claiming someone you -hate- controls me. How can you determine that when you refuse to be near the other person? You don't have a chance to make that assumption.

one might think that you were either A) not over me or B) Just wanted to start shit because you're jealous of my friendship with the other individual. Either way, I'm amused at how you think you make sense. It's just really, really amusing.

I wish I could turn this into some "I feel sorry for you" But I really, really don't. I just hate you.. so oops?


Sorry if this caught you off guard.
You know, me having an independant thought for once. Forgive me?
LULZ.

FOR EVERYONE'S VUEWING PLEASURE:

oh321wegolive (7:55:19 PM): Hello, my little puppet! I have come to CONTROL YOUR EVERY MOVE WITH MY MAGICAL MIND POWERS if that's alright with you.

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Auto Response from xSketchyBananasx (7:55:20 PM): How does Kate control my life? Can someone answer that for me? Because Kate and I don't see it...

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xSketchyBananasx (7:55:52 PM): OH, OF COURSE MASTER, -bows- WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO DO? I'M AT YOUR EVERY COMMAND.

oh321wegolive (7:56:34 PM): DANCE, MY PUPPET, DANCE. AND WHILE YOU'RE AT IT, PLEASE STOP BEING FRIENDS WITH EVERYONE ELSE. GET MAD AT THEM ALL RIGHT THE FUCK NOW, OR ELSE I WILL SET YOU ON FIRE WITH MY MIND.

xSketchyBananasx (7:58:12 PM): OH NO. -DOES THE SALSA IN A TIGER PRINT THONG- I HATE ALL MY FRIENDS EXCEPT MY BELOVED MASTER. NO ONE ELSE IS GOOD ENOUGH. SHE IS TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH ME AND WANTS ME HARD CORE.

oh321wegolive went away at 7:58:51 PM.

oh321wegolive (7:59:25 PM): SHH, NO ONE IS SUPPOSED TO KNOW ABOUT THAT. I HIDE MY MAD, PASSIONATE LOVE FOR YOU BY RUINING YOUR LIFE AND ALIENATING YOU FROM ALL YOUR FRIENDS. IT'S A GOOD PLAN, REALLY.

xSketchyBananasx (8:04:18 PM): OH, I SEE. SORRY FOR FOILING YOUR PLAN AND HAVING AN INDEPENDANT THOUGHT FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE, BEAT ME FOR THAT, PLEASE. I PROMISEN OT TO LIKE IT UNLESS YOU TELL ME TO

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Auto Response from oh321wegolive (8:04:18 PM): O hai. Can I haz CONTROL OVER YOUR ENTIRE LIFE, plz?

I'm home alone for about two hours, and I'm seriously contemplating getting trashed, I feel -that- shitty right now.

I ' l l d e s t r o y t h i s u s e l e s s h e a r t - I ' l l f u c k i t u p . . .

I feel so cking depressed lately, and I hate myself even more for feeling that way.

I'm above this.

I know I am.

I. Am. Above. This.

So why the -fuck- is it bothering me so much?

It amuses me how I feel so down and my initial internal response was to put "Broken Heart" by Motion City Soundtrack on. 

It amuses me because I don't know... my heart isn't broken... not concerning Camden anyway.

She's been so perfect lately.

God, I'm so glad I have her right now.

S i n g m e s o m e t h i n g s o f t - s a d a n d d e l i c a t e - o r l o u d a n d o u t o f k e y - s i n g m e a n y t h i n g .

I disagree: People don't stop talking to people once they get a girlfriend or boyfriend.
I've maintained friendships with all of my friends.
As I recall, you said we weren't going to be friends or talk after I started dating Camden, so you brought this upon yourself.
I'm still just as good of friends with Erin and Kate and Steph and Tyler and Carl and Greg and everyone else as I was before I started dating her.

So I do believe that your statement is indeed false.
You just allow people to stray and don't try to reel them back in, because you play it as a game, and wait for them to come talking to you.
Tyler and I are very similar. We don't talk to people unless we have something to say. We tend not to initiate a conversation with someone unless we need to. HE can feel free to correct me if I'm wrong, since I'm speaking on his behalf without him really letting me, but I feel that I'm fairly accurate, because we've discussed it before. Don't blame someone not talking to you on them unless you know they are deliberately ignoring you for no reason. That doesn't include me, because gave you a reason :]

s i n g l i k e y o u t h i n k n o o n e ' s l i s t e n i n g - y o u w o u l d k i l l f o r t h i s , j u s t a l i t t l e b i t .

I hate to be blunt, because I'm sure it will start something.
But I don't consider you my friend.
I talk to people without considering them a friend.
That's because I'm generally a decent person.
I'm talking to you occasionally; be thankful.
Or you can walk away.
This one's your call.
Take the brief conversation when it happens to come, or don't take any of it.

This is not meant to be a bitch post at all; so please don't interpret it as such.

A n d t h e n t h e r e w e r e n o n e

People just piss me off.
Why is it that people doubt me so frequently?
People that don't really know me, even.
It just.. ugh.
I hate that.
I hate when my girlfriend tells me about a previous hook up, and how she's worried that she'll disappoint me.
I hate that I don't get to see her enough; I could never see her enough.
I'm scared that eventually.. I'll be the disappointment, and that I'll prove everyone that's doubting me to be right.

It amuses me...

It really amuses me how someone can come up to you and be like "Hey, can we talk civilly for five minutes?"
And your'e reluctant. Because you hate this person more than any other person you've met.
But you agree because you want to be the bigger person.

The real kicker is when that person then intentially starts fight and tries to blame you for the entire thing.
THEN they go on and block you on their blog, because that makes everything okay.
You know. Especialyl when they started the entire thing.

It makes me chuckle.
And it doesn't phase me at all.
I was happy without her for the previous month.
And by doing this she's just helping me.
So thanks for being on my side.
I'm glad you're growing up [BAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHyeahright]

You're so immature that it makes me laugh.
You owe my girlfriend an apology.