I ' l l d e s t r o y t h i s u s e l e s s h e a r t - I ' l l f u c k i t u p . . .

I feel so cking depressed lately, and I hate myself even more for feeling that way.

I'm above this.

I know I am.

I. Am. Above. This.

So why the -fuck- is it bothering me so much?

It amuses me how I feel so down and my initial internal response was to put "Broken Heart" by Motion City Soundtrack on. 

It amuses me because I don't know... my heart isn't broken... not concerning Camden anyway.

She's been so perfect lately.

God, I'm so glad I have her right now.