Monday, February 9, 2009

I'm home alone for about two hours, and I'm seriously contemplating getting trashed, I feel -that- shitty right now.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

I ' l l d e s t r o y t h i s u s e l e s s h e a r t - I ' l l f u c k i t u p . . .

I feel so cking depressed lately, and I hate myself even more for feeling that way.
I'm above this.
I know I am.
I. Am. Above. This.

So why the -fuck- is it bothering me so much?

It amuses me how I feel so down and my initial internal response was to put "Broken Heart" by Motion City Soundtrack on. 
It amuses me because I don't know... my heart isn't broken... not concerning Camden anyway.

She's been so perfect lately.
God, I'm so glad I have her right now.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

S i n g m e s o m e t h i n g s o f t - s a d a n d d e l i c a t e - o r l o u d a n d o u t o f k e y - s i n g m e a n y t h i n g .

I disagree: People don't stop talking to people once they get a girlfriend or boyfriend.
I've maintained friendships with all of my friends.
As I recall, you said we weren't going to be friends or talk after I started dating Camden, so you brought this upon yourself.
I'm still just as good of friends with Erin and Kate and Steph and Tyler and Carl and Greg and everyone else as I was before I started dating her.

So I do believe that your statement is indeed false.
You just allow people to stray and don't try to reel them back in, because you play it as a game, and wait for them to come talking to you.
Tyler and I are very similar. We don't talk to people unless we have something to say. We tend not to initiate a conversation with someone unless we need to. HE can feel free to correct me if I'm wrong, since I'm speaking on his behalf without him really letting me, but I feel that I'm fairly accurate, because we've discussed it before. Don't blame someone not talking to you on them unless you know they are deliberately ignoring you for no reason. That doesn't include me, because gave you a reason :]

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

s i n g l i k e y o u t h i n k n o o n e ' s l i s t e n i n g - y o u w o u l d k i l l f o r t h i s , j u s t a l i t t l e b i t .

I hate to be blunt, because I'm sure it will start something.
But I don't consider you my friend.
I talk to people without considering them a friend.
That's because I'm generally a decent person.
I'm talking to you occasionally; be thankful.
Or you can walk away.
This one's your call.
Take the brief conversation when it happens to come, or don't take any of it.

This is not meant to be a bitch post at all; so please don't interpret it as such.